2 years... still missing you

things i feel about today. the two year anniversary of my dad's death.
frustrated
can't breath
feels like i'm on the verge of tears that just won't come
storm cloud looming over head
grey sky above
my stomach is in knots
it feels like a thunder storm just waiting to start raining
storm clouds waiting to crash together making lighting come
impending doom

i very much miss my dad. sending hugs up to heaven today. i cant wait to see him again. i love you so much dad.